conflict

conflict
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myself

i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.

abandoned boots

abandoned boots
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

mood : bad trip. why? don't ask me.

fell asleep with my lighdes notes on my side at around 12 something last night. woke up at 4 and studied again. haha. went back to sleep after an hour. had to wake up at 5:50 and go to uno with shobe. ate breakfast with parents. went to csb. went to find hana. got together with rugen, arnie, hana, and jc at the cafeteria and reviewed for our lighdes midterm exam. passed the exam. whew!

after lighdes, had arnis training with sir paul. learned a lot of new stuff. cool training. hehe :) loved the synchronization of the drum beats and the arnis sticks hitting one another. :) so better watch out for duyan ng kagitingan!
practice ended at around 5:30pm. changed clothes. went to lrc ext. and found neppy, byron,nora, and teddy. rugen and hana went to rugen's condo to take a quick shower. teddy went with me to the caf to grab a bite. ate my favorite snack in country style, tiger pawz. yum! hehe :) went to worlite class. 6-9... my goodness.... had a poem comprehension exam. i didn't finish it. wished she just made us write whatever we understood. but she asked questions and we had to answer them. ugh!

last but not the least, i had to come home. yes, and be scolded. potna naman eh! if i talk about my day, they cut me short. they don't really listen. sabagay, who would listen to someone who's blabbing about her day sa araw araw na ginawa ng diyos? and if i don't talk, she thinks i'm in a foul mood, which results to THE scolding. i dunno. i'm not happy. it's hard. i really don't understand myself at times.

my life's a bitch. potna talaga.

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