because of one phone call you didn't answer,
I had to go to Nueva Ecija alone.
because the video "Doors" decided to appear now,
I had the whole night to nurse my tears.
because we aren't in speaking terms anymore,
I didn't see you on the night of our thesis.
because we "broke up" badly,
I can't be there fr you like I used to.
because i don't know a thing about you anymore,
I wish i could get to know you once again.
because it seems as if you despise me,
I have no one beside me right now.
because you thought i moved on easily,
I am still not over you now.
because i remember all the times we were together,
I hurt when i walk the hallways in school.
because i know no one else understands me,
I miss you even more so...
because i regret every minute of letting you go,
I dream of you - hugging you and never letting go.
because being with you is now impossible,
I drown in my own self-pity.
conflict
myself
- esa
- i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.
abandoned boots
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