conflict

conflict
taken by esa

myself

i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.

abandoned boots

abandoned boots
taken by esa

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

poem at plaza v

because of one phone call you didn't answer,

I had to go to Nueva Ecija alone.

because the video "Doors" decided to appear now,

I had the whole night to nurse my tears.

because we aren't in speaking terms anymore,

I didn't see you on the night of our thesis.

because we "broke up" badly,

I can't be there fr you like I used to.

because i don't know a thing about you anymore,

I wish i could get to know you once again.

because it seems as if you despise me,

I have no one beside me right now.

because you thought i moved on easily,

I am still not over you now.

because i remember all the times we were together,

I hurt when i walk the hallways in school.

because i know no one else understands me,

I miss you even more so...

because i regret every minute of letting you go,

I dream of you - hugging you and never letting go.

because being with you is now impossible,

I drown in my own self-pity.

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