conflict

conflict
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myself

i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.

abandoned boots

abandoned boots
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

nostalgia

today is officially my third day of my "getting-to-know-the-ins-and-outs-of-the-office" life. it's been around two weeks since my last day as a college student at dls-csb. i've gotta be honest though. i don't find the work i do to be much fun. it's cool to be working at the office and all, but it's really not what i studied for. i finished a course on theater and i'm doing a job involving calculators and the filing system. HA. but i guess this is what the elders usually say, we don't get the job we studied for. :) guess i'm just in my adjustment period. and to be honest, i am getting the hang of it. hehe :) well, i SHOULD get the hang of it :)
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last tuesday and wednesday -- went to punta fuego with a couple of my college friends. too bad some others couldn't follow since classes started on wednesday. haha :) it was really relaxing and fun. there were cabanas located somewhere on the shore of the beach. the cabanas had pillows!!! so i could sleep :) hahaha :) it's really a nice place... and having my friends with me made the moment better and more memorable. :)
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going to class seems just like yesterday. and yes, there have been a lot of instances that i miss going to school. waking up in the morning, catching the train going to school, eating with friends, complaining about the workload, dealing with teachers -- that's been my life for the past years. now that school is done, it really feels different. there are times i feel depressed.. missing my friends and all.. i get the feeling that i don't want to work just yet.. i want to rest. hahaha :) or at least not work before i have my graduation march. i miss being a student. i miss going to class. i miss eating lunch with my friends. i miss having free time. i got used to doing my own schedule - i had time. now, i need to follow a certain schedule. :-<>
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at work:
m: (while doing something else) write intial
e: (nervous) initial?
m: yeah
e: (thinking) initial as in my intials or initial as in initial payment?!?!?!?!?!
e: (writing down the word initial) I-N-I-T
m: ano yan?! write your initals, not the word initial..

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