conflict

conflict
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myself

i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.

abandoned boots

abandoned boots
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

break time.

head's throbbing real hard right now... migraine's kicking in again. i thank whoever invented "break time." hahaha :) i'm still in the office right now - file,type, file, type, look for the calculator. hahaha :) this is soooo far from what i studied for. seriously.

here i am again missing my friends - both college and high school ones. can't wait for tomorrow - plan to meet up with a couple of my HS buds for dinner. hallelujah! hahaha :) and meet up with rug and the others on saturday just for fun. i miss 'em a lot. i miss spending time with them and having lunches with them.

my life now is waking up in the morning and looking forward to the time my mom says, "let's go pick up shobe." hahaha :) at least i'm not that pressured here in work. i mean, i'm lucky and fortunate enough to have a reasonable load and a very understanding and patient mentor (who happens to be my mom) who just smiles at me and answers my questions with, "i learned that on my own when i was starting." or "do i have to teach you everything a second time?" hahaha :) but after that, she gives me decent answers to my questions. :)

yesterday, my aunt asked me to write receipts. and seriously, my hands were shaking. hahaha :) as in they were shaking. my best friend, as of yesterday, was the "liquid" in my mom's drawer. :) hahaha :) every mistake = one more bonding moment with the bottle of liquid. weee! ~_~

my cousin sharon got married last sunday. :) i'm really happy for her. she asked me to an AVP for her wedding. her and ahia francis's moments together. hahaha :) and i really enjoyed doing that AVP of hers. thankfully, when it was shown during the reception, people applauded and praised me for my work. :) it really felt good. i know that there were some parts that were really off (take the sound for instance since i forgot to turn off the electric fan when i recorded some interview parts) but my other cousins thought it was pretty good. :) i'm still an amateur-wanting-to-be-director-and-editor and i know that there's still much to learn, but i'm really glad that my cousin entrusted me with that project. :) it felt really good. and i guess practice makes perfect. :) need to keep the optimistic person in me alive :)

oh well, gonna get back to my table. almost back to work time. signing off. :)

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