the break's end. speaking nonsense.

my vacation days are numbered. going back to school in a few days. not excited but not glum either. i've come to accept the fact that going to school is inevitable and that i should just take in the agony. hmm... agony would be exaggerating it a bit since i do tend to have fun in school, but still! i don't wanna go to school... not just yet. but then again, when did life ever hear my plea?

i figure i'm actually speaking nonsense right now. as in COMPLETE nonsense. but that's how i am when there are two days left of absolute freedom before being locked behind the bars of an excruciating term-to-be. come to think of it, i might actually enjoy this coming term. but then again, 'might' is the same as 'akala' and "maraming namamatay sa akala" or so they say.

what will be in store for me this term? the same pressure? the same agony? the same frustrations? i hope not. i don't want to be howling into another friend's ear in the middle of the term, saying, "i don't want this life anymore! i need help!" or lovingly gazing at the different bottles of pills and wondering what the world would be like without me in it. hmmm.... i might actually write a script about that. what would life be without me. thoughts of a lunatic-in-disguise. not a bad idea.

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spent christmas and new year's with my family clan and food. all sorts of food. christmas wouldn't be complete without my guama's (grandmother-mother side) special lumpia lunch. and of course new year's eve wouldn't be new year's eve if not for our annual pot-luck dinner party over at my grandmama's. and then we also have our annual get-together over at my uncle's house. got to chit-chat with my UNCLE jeff, who is younger than me and my chinese classmate back in high school. it was fun. missed talking to him.

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i guess i wouldn't be surprised if i need glasses anytime soon. i've been watching tons of vcds these days. my way of slacking off and letting the whole world know it. i know it's nothing to be proud of. but hey, i didn't spend the whole day in front of the tv. half maybe, not the whole though. there's a big difference. little manhattan. the family stone. the classic. tuck everlasting. red eye. one-fourth of star wars (it was on star movies, didn't get to watch the whole thing). etc. plus watched kasal, kasali, kasalo and zsa zsa zaturnnah on the movie screen. kkk was good. zsa zsa... i'd rather watch the play. which reminds me, zsa zsa ze musikal is to be shown at ccp this jan. 19-28 (if i'm not mistaken) at the ccp-tanghalang huseng batute. so watch now! omg. i sound like an ad. that's bad. but really, it's a must-see. and no, i don't earn anything by advertising it. i wish i did, but i don't.

i have got to stop speaking nonsense. crap.

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so there, i'm really happy to go back to school. honest. go figure. yech.

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kid: sasabungin ko siya sayo.
mother: susumbungin.
kid: sasabungin ko siya. sabi niya sakin "buti nga!"

kids. go figure. hahahaha :)