conflict

conflict
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myself

i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.

abandoned boots

abandoned boots
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

prayer...

first things first, it's officially shirley's birthday today!!! so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHERLOTZ!!! :) well, i was the second one to greet her... my record has been broken... shucks.. hahaha :) happy, happy birthday to my twinie :) one of the best, best friends i have... love her a lot :)

hmm... went to the chapel a while ago... :) a start.. i know... haha :) it was really nice actually... the ambience, the fragrant smell, the lighting, the guy playing his guitar at the back as he sang a few lines from a christian song. :) it was my definition of a perfect scenery. i felt so relaxed, so at home, so light. it was really, really, really nice :) want to do it again sometime soon... :) plus, the company... :) hehehe :P

he asked me, "if there's one thing you would ask God for, what would it be?"
i looked him in the eyes and smiled. i closed my eyes and prayed. i felt him bow his head down too as he closed his eyes in a silent prayer.
i opened my eyes. i smiled. i looked at him and said, "tara, hannah's waiting outside."
he agreed.
i told joey and martian we'd head outside first. they smiled and said they'd follow.

when we were outside, he and hannah told me some bible stories, thanks to the macquettes displayed outside the chapel... haha :)
i was impressed. :)
with my situation right now, i asked God for two things a while ago: open minds and freedom. God knows what's best for me.


he looked at me and smiled... if there was one thing you would ask God for, what would it be?

i smiled back.

i needn't tell him what i would ask for.

my that one prayer had already been answered. ;)

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