conflict

conflict
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myself

i am someone who is delusional at times. someone who seeks for attention of others. someone who suffers from middle-child syndrome. someone who sees depression as an inspiration for writing. a poet. an emotional kid. but an optimist at the same time. weird. but true.

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

i just read alvin's blog a while ago... alvin's one of my cynical high school friends whom i love very much for his honesty, humor, and bluntness :) i envy his writing skills... the green-eyed monster attacks again... grrr... hahaha :) i dunno but his blog never fails to cheer me up :)

one thing i learned today was to never hide from the people you don't want to see... believe me, my hiding didn't actually help me that much :) you see, there's this lambanog thing; it's a digital film.. and i was supposed to help out last weekend.. problem was it was chinese new year so i had no way of going there... believe me, there was no out! after that, i felt guilty for leaving the crew in the middle of nowhere.. so i decided to hide from the crew people who were in CSB... bad luck, man! actually, i hid quite well at first... but then...

i met sir pao, our director, at the school cafeteria.. worst case scenario, man.. he was with ms. alfon (our chairperson) and sir jay (our professor)... even worse was that i was supposed to be at ccp by that time (2pm) for sir jay's class!!! waaa!!! actually, sir pao was the one who called my attention... i swear i froze in place when i saw him.. i only managed to say, "sir pao! [turned and eyes widened] ms. alfon! [owl-like eyes now] sir jay!!!" and the next thing i heard sir jay say was, "late ka na ah!" talk about LUCK!!! waaaa!!!!! hahaha :)

but in the end, we (rug, han, and me) hitched a ride in sir jay's car... didn't have a way to ccp... they (rug and han) were pushing each other, one forcing to other to sit in the front seat... and yes, the moment of judgement came... and guess who got the front seat? oh yes, the silent one... ME. ( -_-' )

my, ehem, hiding adventure did not end there... i saw ate shing at the student publications office (spo) a while ago... i turned my back at once and our whiteboard suddenly seemed to be such a beautiful board, such nice to look at :) hahaha :) then when ate shing left, i was relieved... but yes, my stomach betrayed me and i had to go to the cafeteria with hannah to grab some food... (yesh... food is my savior, my love, and my weakness...)

and boo! i saw ate shing! actually, she saw me... ate shing went, "eunice! musta ka na?" and the only thing i managed to say was, "ate shing! buhay pa po! [blood draining from my face]" oookay... strike 2... ( -_-' )

i hope to God almighty that that won't happen to me EVER AGAIN... i am not going to hide from anyone from this moment on... or better yet, if i AM going to hide from them, NEVER STEP FOOT IN THE CAFETERIA FOR AS LONG AS I CAN HANDLE IT... :) hahaha :) o well, c'est la vie... but yeah, i really wanted to go to the lambanog thing... grrr... chinese new year [eyes flash] but hey, chinese new year comes only once a year... at least i got to spend it with my family, aiyt? :) hehehe :) wonder if there'll be another shoot for lambanog.. really wanna make up for what i missed... hmm...

lesson learned: never hide from someone; face the truth/consequences; don't go to the caf since it's the place where you'll most likely bump into the person you're hiding from...

and then go back to lesson number 1: never hide from anyone. Fate just won't allow you to.

keep that in mind.

register.

got it.

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