why is it so freaking hard?

why is it so hard for me to do the right thing?

do i follow my heart or my mind?

when will i ever know the difference of right from wrong?

"i'm not used to living life without you..."

"i want you....but i can't have you..."

is this the way life should be?

sometimes, it's hard to have answers.

sometimes, it's hard not to have answers.

fate and faith are cruel at times.

life is cruel.

some people just can't understand what i'm going through. but they're the ones i need to follow.

m: you don't know what you want.
i: i know.
m: really now...then what do you want?
i: no, i meant that i know that i don't know what i want.

it sucks to be so familiar with one person.

you joke about things that only people who know each other for a long time can joke about.

familiarity can be so cruel too.

"i don't know what to do..."

me too.